Hehe...I know I just blog like 2 hours ago, but I wanna write everything down since they are now fresh on my mind :D
Just watched Alvin and the chipmunk ^0^ it was truly extraordinary amazing awesome!!! :D especially when they wee singing the famous song like bad romance, fireworks, party rock anthem etc, truly feel the heat within them :P and when they were stranded on island, all the survival tips and the jokes they cracked really touched y heart and felt the friendship that was holding them together, so strongly(: I know this sounds sentimental, but these were all what I have found out as I watch the movie^^ it was totally worth it! :P hehe...anyway, I really recommend people to watch it and share the joy and laughter and the uniqueness between friends especially now it both involves boys and girls :P YAY (Y) well, watch it and you will love it, just like me!^^ shall end the review here, don't link so much story out! ;p
Tmr will be my leaving day, I will maye write one post at the airport before my flight(: so remb to catch it LOL hehe.. :P so for now, buaibuai(:

Day 3 guides camp Woke up late in the morning :p but was not late(: we had the world flag aka colours and it was kinda cool,i feel it. Hope that i will have the chance to do the colours as well one day :D After tat, had one full hour of drilling which totally leave me half dead and breathless...@_@ finally, the moment i had been waiting for throughout the entire camp, Yup! Patrol lunch and patrol outing!! ^0^ we went pastamania for lunch and i had creamy chicken and i swear i will never eat that again,so freaking yucky! X.X then later decided to spilt and go different ways(: And i finally bought moi new sch shoes!^^ and moreover,it is shoe laced de!~:D moi ever first pair!!^8^ (northstar is the brand) so freaking excited!(: can't wait to wear when sch reopens!!^~^ Hehe..d: and shop for a while den go home le.... Reflection: After today, i realised that guides camp was quite okay and i did learn something and make new friends(: And i have also truly bonded with my patrol members as well(: especially in pastamania, truly had tighten our friendship(: Yay! :D

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Today was the first day of guides camp. Everything ended smoothly and I am glad that I did not suffer from muscles aches :D woah! Too think I was slacking and feeding myself during the whole hols and I could still see my stamina there,quite unbelievable LOL (self-praise,thick-skinned)
Anyway,back to the main story, always got carried away...-.-
Started the day with all the admin stuffs before beginning the main activities. We had some bonding games first and it took me quite a while before I could be able to keep up the speed with my group. And I must truly said that my group members aka sec 2 seniors were damn awesome! :D they were so nice and sweet!^^ hehe... Den during lunch time, we had to fixed our own lunch and the time was tight so it was quite rushed though... But all in all, I still get to feed my tummy a bit :D haha...(P.S.I was the one in charge of the cooking,so zai right! LOL self-praise in action again-.-,can't stand myself at times as well .__.) after lunch, it was drilling time and I must truly said this-this was the most time I ever hentak for so long! :O but, the interesting part was I did not have a strand of dislikes nor tiredness OMG, this also shock myself too! Haha,well another accomplishment! I am so awesome!^^ (self-praise for the third time) and I also got the chance to use an axe and chop the wood(: totally used up 25% of my remaining energy! But still, it was a fun and meaningful experience YAY
Oh,and I finally got my total defense badge and also learnt how to tie my scarf ^0^ omg, what a great day! Many great(to me lah!) accomplishment was made! :D hehe; really proud of myself at times^^(Y)
On top of all these happiness, there is also some sad-ness. That is I nid 2 write a reflection(which needed to hand up tmr but due to some personal reasons, I will not be there) and also a card aka the angel bottle which I need to do, so yup, before I forget them again,need to jot it down on moi table(: Okay! The main and funny moments had ended and I also would like to write a small dedication abt u(:
Just like wht I have wrote in my previous post, I have decided to let him/her go, I shall too, let u off. I cannot hold on to you like how I did before, not only will u suffer but me ad well. You will feel so depressed and tired and so do I. Everything had to end now. We are still just like how we were but anything is possible in this world. I can never tell you wht will happen the next sec, next hour, next day,next week nor next year. Wht I can only do now is when the relationship between both of us is the best, the sweetest break up. This will do us both well. We will only remember the happy and memorable parts of each other and somehow, it will leave a mark in the mind, in the heart(: I think I am able to just remain the relationship with you now just like that. There is neither stepping forward nor backwarding, just there. So just like wht I have said and done previously, I will do the same thing again, I will let you go now but I will pray for u and wish you well(: jiayou(:


P.S. I actually was hoping that I could finish rushing this post out before 20/12, but apprently I can't, so yup. But nvm...at least,I have written my deepest feeling of my heart(:
My new year resolution: not only I am able to ace my studies, I must also learn to be decisive and chic. Everything will be solve in a quick yet effective way. No more being fickle and no more dragging of stuffs as well. It will all be in a not only efficient, but also will be as simple as possible(: jiayou! :D

Went out with my family today(: Bought something that i really want ed a long long time ago! Yup! A new earpiece and only with the price of $5! :O OMG so cheap!! hehe...my perseverance paid off! Well, i guess patience really does help us at times :D hehe..oh, and i finally got the chance of entering Mos Burger and had a try of the burger!^^ Results-so delicious!(: will go back for more^^ hehe..anyway, was a bit wasted i didn't bought that tee): Now regretted)): nvm..(: i am sure that is more even nicer de!(: 

And i shall now update my upcoming events now^^

Guides Camp 19/12-21/12->Appointment w/ NSC aka National Skin Centre 22/12->JAPAN TRIP 24/12-31/12^0^->Adventure Camp 4/1-6/1 :D yup! Busy week! oh, and i also need ot make a trip to NTUC to grab some veggie for the outdoor cooking on the second day of guides camp, so maybe i dun think i will have the time to blog until 2-3 weeks later! But, there is always exceptional for everything, so maybe i do have some little time to rush out another one! :D *finger crossed there was(:* 

AC is coming right up the very next week after my holidays so i can say that i have totally zero time for time to pack so maybe i can considering start my packing now..(got a long list to buy, OMG @_@) but luckily, i am ready for my trip so yup, i think i have adequate time to have my stuff ready before i fly off^^  Proud of myself! :P

Anyway, shall write a bit about you now :P

Though i have said that i am erased memories of you in my mind, but i think i do not want to be so   cruel, maybe i shall just keep this beautiful memory of you and me right under the bottom of my heart(: and named it the sentimental, a simple yet full of sweet-ness memory hid it deep down there(: Our lives is different, we have now become 2 parallel lines, so i think it is truly the time for me to let go and move on with my life. i shan't hold you back anymore, we are now both friends and strangers now. So,yup! Good bye for now! i hope in the next coming years, we are able to meet once more and it will just be another simple wave and smile(: i think i have make myself clear enough now, so i will wish you well and stay happy forever!(: Jiayou!(:

Was quite an interesting day today(: met someone and had one extraordinary day :D
Well, in order not to let anyone know abt whoever is this, shall name it 'wind' C:
Well, met her at ToaPayoh and saw her giving out flyers.. She didn't see me but I called out to her(: she was shocked when she saw me. Guess she did not expect anyone to found out abt wht she was doing. Nvm... I don't know if she was inferior or maybe she think that I would despise her, but I truly hope that she would never in her life cause I was way too admired by her actions. She was there earning her own pocket money and I am reaching out my hand. Suddenly, I felt myself so useless and I an nothing compare d to her situation. She was way too better than me in her life, in her character. I really salute her as she shown me that I am grumbling too much in life! Damn it! Now I am so ashamed of my life/: I am really a failure :C well, she shall be my role model in life from today onwards. Lesson learnt today: cherish everything I have and owned now!
This is one important and valuable thing in life!

Goin hols in 2 weeks time... Everyday is all abt preparing for the trip.. Nothing special.. Before i begin, shall break a good news^^ Me finally finished homework last week!:D truly amazing!^^ One thing down for her to nag at me(: Hehe.... Anyway, back to the main story; Your memories in my heart,my mind is fading(: i spent lesser time thinking of you and i guess we are not meant for each other(: we belong to two different world. We are forever apart(: i am glad things ended earlier i thought. I took two years to brain-wash my filthy mind,and also to filter things that does not really matter anymore,right?((: Well,this is my second time u appeared in my blog,my space. I dun know if this will be the last time, but i hope that if i can avoid,then avoid. I wanna drew clearly the lines between both of us. You and i the end. You are in the history. At here,i would like to write a sentence specially dedicate to you(: "i wish you happiness" Good bye(:

Life is disgusting now. Totally dread it. Dun even understand why did i still have the breathe to live it...

Everyday is meaningless to me. It makes me feel that i am out of the world, totally zero link to it.  Cant take it any longer. Every min, i have the urge to break down. Totally hate it. 

i maybe looking strong and cheerful, always the most hyper one. but deep down in side me, my heart is fragile, it is tearing and it is crashing down every time and trying to reconcile once more. i am sick and tired of this kind of life. i dun want this any longer. i wanna change so badly. but, when will i ever have the chance to do it?! 

everyday is a disaster for me. nothing will go with me, everything is turning against me, putting all the blame all upon me! dun even know the reason why am i still here...

trying really hard to make myself stronger, but it always seemed pointless...

somehow, i am feeling despised! it is truly sickening!

i am not any super hero or wonder woman, i am just ordinary girl who want someone to care for me, shower me the love and happiness and joy that everyone wants..is it really that hard...

every morning i wake up, i will always to do my very best to do my job and tasks. i don't need you to give me praises or rewards, but i just want that at least i am being seen by my hard work, i just want a simple, 'Thank you'. it can truly make my day. but, instead of that, you gave me some shit ratter of your own nonsense and started reprimanding me for all the mistakes i have taken . i truly hate life now. 

everyone needs freedom ,so do i. stop locking me up like your pet bird. i wanna at least have my own say abt my own life. this is mine, not yours. you cant even lead your life properly, so stop ordering me around like your maid! 

do you know that every time, you said something hurtful or just simply wronged abt my actions, all the words adn actions just pierced through my heart, and leaving a mark that forever. i don't expect a word of apology but can you at least show me some respect as well?! i am a human , i do have feelings! So, please stop telling me all your big rules and great truths of life when you are showing me a good example abt them. saying much will never help, it will just be my another post of you, crushing my life. shall stop here. cant continue, the tears are coming soon.....

Was really wasting my life this few days... Pratically nothing meaningful was done... Tried to set a goal and plan, but it will be game over later on...): Though all this, I think there is still things that are changing.... Everything includes me, my family, friends even the life I am having now.... Pathetic me): Can't blame the holidays... Only could blame myself.... Yup! It is all my fault. Totally have no resistance against temptations! Damn it! A total failure! ): Anyway, back to the main story... Shall talk abt u first... Well,there are many reasons now we are drifting apart. I understand that. Partly is my fault too. I am unable to be there 24/7 for you,unable to suit u always, plans could never be carried out. Now, we are not like before. Our personality and character is also way different now. Well, you can say, we were not so close anymore...I can sense that somehow, there is someone replacing me and taking over my place in your heart. The weightage is stronger in her now. I am not jealous neither paranoid. Maybe things could have happened in the middle that cause the distance now. Actually, when I am writing this, I was on the verge of crying. Maybe u did not feel it, think it or see it. Maybe you think I am just thinking too much. Maybe u think I am just creating problems. But, have u ever wonder, putting yourself in my shoes? I dun knw will u be reading this, but I just wnanna let u knw tat, you can make new friends, I am not rights to forbid you from tat, but can I ask a favourite frm u, can u please at least maybe like put me into your considerations as well? That meanseverytime maye u guys wanna go out or anything, can u just ask me? Maybe u will knw the reason but dun let me feel that I have been forgotten or neglected. I dun wanna see our friendship gone to drain just like that....so, can I have this favourite from you? Haiz...okay, your story had ended. Now, it is your tun. Sometimes, I really can't stand u, but I knw everything u do is for my own good and you wan me 2 be good. All this I understand that! But, at times, I truly need your permission to set me free. I know maybe u will think that I am asking too much.. But can u like stop pressuring me? Haiz...it is really hard to talk abt u now... In this kind of place... Shall end your story here Lastly, me. Talking abt me, i have tons to say. Shall talk abt one recent new first. I have gotten my blood test report and I am an A+(: (teehee) And I think I am crazy le, these few days.... Unable to control my own body, my own thinking. Seriously think the brain is useless now. Totally unable to function properly.... Haiz...secondly, my life is in a total mess... Truly wanna find someone to help me tidy and clear up....i think i am dying. Totally have zero directions abt my life. Man! Wht kind of life am i living in?! I dun think i cn understand myself anymore. Everything is in a mess.i am sick and tired of my own life. Damn it! Fuck! Can anyone help me? I am on the verge of death. I have now zero control of my life. I think i am not fit to have it or customize it any longer.... Wht shld i do?!?!)):

Woke up early in the morning yesterday for a damn special mission... d;
Mission: Go to polyclinic to take a refer letter to the specialist and also to have moi blood test XP
Sounds stupid, but anyway, was quite proud of myself though*smirk*
Finally, able to step into a clinic all by my own^^~
Anyway, the registration was quite successful and i reckon i waited for at least 20min before i could get to see the doctor@_@~
Too bad! There was too many people! :O
oh well, went for the blood test and i could feel my heart beating against my chest.....
hehehe...i have phobia for needles so well, i practically cover my eyes and was nearly, perspiring.......... ._.
sorry! too scared!!!!
hehehe....
anyway,  the process was quite smooth and i only opened my eyes after my blood(okay, i saw the tube of my blood....)was taken out like 3-4 minutes later......
I DID NOT CRY!!!~ :DDD
IT WAS MIRACLE!!~^8^
MY EYES WAS NOT EVEN RED!!!!^@^
GOD!!!! IT WAS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT TO ME!!!!^0^
YAYAY(Y)
hehe.....
and finally, the claiming for medicine and $$$....
it was freaking ex! Let me tell you this!
shan't not say the price!
mum was going crazy about that though....@-@
oh well, the mission ended!
and i am truly proud of myself!
JIE AI YOU ARE AWESOME!!~ \^0^/

Right here in Malaysia now...
It was a last minute decision anyway.....
So,well you can say that nothing special was planned beforehand and it was quite a rush trip though...
oh,and something quite unexpected happened;
The car's engine decided to stop working and we pratically spent half an hour idling around and i suggested we played 接龙which was quite fun and we forgotten about the time(:
Now, they decided to go for supper so i guess, i can really stop thinking about going on diet for a while ;p
sorry, cannot stand temptation:P
oh well, gtg now,buaibuai(:
quite a rush post.....><

Not very sure of what to do now...

Should i watch momo love or iron clothes?

idk...

have been troubling over some minor stuffs this few days.....

think i am too free so i got some much time and brain space to think of them.... .____.

Facebook and Twitter is getting boring... practically nothing special to do......

gonna die of bored-ness........

the trip to Japan was confirmed so meanwhile, kinda getting ready for the trip((;

quite excited about it, after all, it is my first time going to somewhere snowing and celebrating WHITE CHRISTMAS at the same time((:

so ya...

this will be my weird-est post ever...

after 2011, i have found 5 friends that i can truly,

exchange hearts and say my problems and well, you knw...

one of them is not really a friend that i can talk to..

but since he has given me memories,so i will just put him in((:

not gonna reveal,of course,,,,,=p

anyway, have been going out with primary sch friends than secondary friends...

there was more outings though...X_X

gonna have my very first one with Limin and Jacq!(Y)

YAY LOOKING FORWARD ^@^

next year will be another stressful year,cause of streaming....

just by thinking of that already send a shiver down my spine.....

anyway, i just hope that i am able to cope though.....

gtg now! mum is calling! buaibuai!((:

Centuria: By Hai Sing Catholic concert Band

WeiXiang Sch playing;

The Combined Band :3

Trying to focus on him but fail ;p

This was the Final Play (Combined Play) called the "Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End" OMG, it was damn nice!! :D

Yesterday was WeiXiang concert...
Was actually suppose to write before that..
But sadly, dad was occupying my phone! .__.
Anyway, back to the main story
Was late for the concert...as usual
.__.
Went pastamania for dinner and i finally bought my dolphin book(:
Brought gong cha too~^_^
Finally, we reached our destination and met serene.
Lol...it was quite epic. Cus we decided to go shopping instead but then we are too..well, too guai le! xD
We sat at the back and too back, seriously i think we are really not here to watch the concert!
We were fooling around!!~
We were laughing,joking,giggling and not forgetting texting!!~ ^0^
HAHA...
During the concert,i was expecting myself to fall asleep but surprisingly, i did not! :D
Cal that a celebration!
Well,to be frank, it was actually all the talking and giggling prevent me from sleeping xp
Anyway, all the performance was not bad but for a girl who has zero music genes and appreciation, i apologise for tat, i am unable to truly understand and appreciate them...i knw! It is my bad! ©~©
Anyway,after the intermission, a group of boys came in and let me tell u that;
It was the beginning of torture yet dramatic scene.
First, they started shouting their friends name and they started joking around and forgetting making a complete disgrace of themselves. .__. Sorry, it is all juz my personal opinion...
During the concert, we were eating and drinking!
And let me tel u tat;
I practically spilt my gobstopper out all on the floor, TWICE IN A ROW
Oh well, Rachel said it was okay, so we ate it!
HAHA...
Finally concert ended!^0^
We walked home by mrt and trust me,on the way, there was loads of giggling and joking around!
I given knocked into a guy! All thanks to the bloody train
Damn freaking shaky!!~
Serene got down at kallang
Me and Rach got down at Aljunied...
We even hug before we go!!~^8^
Yay!(Y)
Anyway,to be frank,it was not the concert that gave me memories but i guess it is all your friends that matter...
Anyway, love the concert!^~^


Dedicated to WeiXiang:
Though u have really been retarded, but i think you was really different from usual self and you have really played well.(:
Well done! Good job!^^

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After so many days, i have finally completed HALF of my homework....

Dun say i am have been rotting at home without fail everyday!

At least i made myself useful and a meaningful day by completing SOME homework! :P

anyway, my brain is malfunctioning, my hands are numbing, eyes are going blind! All thanks to the computer right in front of me now! Thanks man!

well, tmr is WeiXiang concert, apparently i am NOT looking forward, cause firstly, i have no music genes,anytime i might just dozed off if i dun understand wht was playing or the atmosphere and the chair is too comfortable! xp cal me a sleeping beauty for that! i dun give a damn! i am unique! *smirk*

anyway, meeting Rach tmr first before having dinner and going for the concert. Mum said that dad is coming tmr to pick us home...oh, well, guess i can go home earlier^^

btw,i am having patrol outing next week! YAY(Y) FINALLY!!!~^0^

totally looking forward!!~

haha...XD

being bored so i ahve decided to blog....;p

anyway, i borrowed some drama novel and oh well, got a scolding for that and after reading i have decided to watch *MOMO LOVE* aka 桃花小妹...

so the movie review will be on the next post!

gtg now! buaibuai((:

Now is 11/11/11..
God! I am damn high!!~^.^
Hehe..
Have been wishing people on Facebook, twitter and message!!~
God! I think i am going crazy about it!!~ \^0^/
Hehe..anyway, i will pray and wish really hard on 11/11/11 11:11am and 11/11/11 11:11pm...
And wht is my wish?
It will be a secret! Sorry! >:)
Anyway, it is a 1000years thingy so i must be cautious abt it..... Hmm...
Anyway, it will be another day,dun think i will sleep so early..
Anyway...
Good night!!~(^,^)

Happy 11/11/11 Day!
May all your wishes come true! <3

Some fabulous pic we took!(^.^)

Oh,and this is the bubble!^^ so proud of it!:D

Today so awesome!!~^0^
Went out with Rachel, QuanFang, Joyce, YunHui to vivo
We decided to meet at singpost at 9am, but Rachel overslept and woke up at 10:30... .___.
Den we went to her house and we stayed there till 11 before setting off to vivo.
After that, when we finally arrived at vivo,we did a bit of shopping but then Rachel said she was hungry so we end up spilt up when Joyce and YunHui continue shopping while me and Rachel go for breakfast...
Finally, QuanFang arrived and then we went to arcade..lol we played rollar coaster and took neo print! God! I am damn freaking proud of them!!! \^~^/
Hehe...
Anyway,we finally did our main purpose which is to......
Play water!!!!
Woah! It was damn effing fun!!
I was drenched from top to bottom!!! @_@
OMG it was damn fun!
Laughed too much!!! ®~®
HAHA HAHA HAHA
Best part! Oh,we even have a war!!!
HAHA...we sudden chit-chatting and ate my snack!! HAHA
So funny!!~ lol
Think i am crazy!
After went to changed, Rachel almost walked into the boys toilet!!~ >:D so funny!
Oh,we walk one whole entire round of vivo just to find gong cha. Can u believe it?! And then juz when we were reaching, Joyce called us and told us that they found pastamania.... ._____.
In te end,we walk another round and on the way, we did a bit of shopping and i bought clips!^_^
Hehe..finally, we found pastamania! :X HAHA..so fail!XD
Anyway,i had my dinner at 5+...... ~.~
And then we went to a balcony and took memories!!~ oh,we also blow bubble!^~^ i was able 2 blow one by the way! HAHA
Finally, we went to gong cha and go home!!~
Arh! So fun!!!~

It was really one enjoyable and memorable day!!~

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Sorry! Blog had been dead since drama nite... I apologise, but it is not my fault.
Everyday was just another old boring lame retarded day...
I am repeating the same routine without fail...
Morning, when i have woken up, dressed up (to be frank,most of the time when i wake up, it is already noon xp) it is time for lunch. After lunch, time to go to the office when my torture start. I. am asked to memorise one composition. Then, i will need to my assessment...-.- feeling so dreadful! Argh! At night, i will need to help out at home like doing household chores...
And mum said that i am only allow to watch 1 hour everyday! Wth _l_ you said i can do whatever you want after exam, but you are restricting all my freedom and life!
Haiz... No point saying all this..everything will be back to square 1....
Gtg now. I will need to memorise my compo before i am able to read my novel that i have borrowed...haiz...命苦啊!!!

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heheh; sorry><

cannot stop giggling!

Drama nite ended 1 hour ago..but i am still so high!~^0^

okay, without any further undo,lets start rattling off abt it!~ :D

Firstly, i was late for school, due to the breakfast, which is a complete disgrace! -.-lll

But luckily, they haven't started yet...heheh;p

Then, we were asked to change and get ready for rehearsal, which actually started at 10:30am..... .___.

well, the technical run finally ended..by the time, i was already hot and sticky....-.- which makes me totally feeling uneasy and uncomfortable!~ WTH

Lunch, i poured out all my sorrows to my firends...(shan't not talk abt it...shhh...)

btw, Limin and i went to sit by the lake for dinner for the very last time in 2011 together...but too bad, we have the accompany of Jolene and JiaWei..Sorry, not trying to offend you guys, just making a simple comment....><

Finally, for the nite! To be frank, i was actually very nervous and actually felt butterflies in my stomach, which caused me to unable to stand properly and i am finding every moment to stand or lie down on my awesome pillow!^^

speaking of that, i suddenly remembered, that pillow, which belongs to Rachel, was my awesome huggable ;p and i finally have the chance to sleep on it and hug it really tight, really hard! heheh; call me a crazy woman, but i wont care! cause i am born this way! haha.... XD

Well, like usual, Zhong Hng continued all his crazy and ridiculous acts on me... .____. i guess he just love it when he tease me or annoy me and see my irriated face....-.- well, it is okay! cus Sherry was there, supporting me! haha....XD oh, and i know another senior now, by the name of ZhengWei..heheh; i can only use three words to describe him...*most annoying guy* (better dun let him see, or else i think i am going to die.....) btw, before we go for our big performance, we played the last round of Concentration! heheh;

"okok..stop what u are writing! focus on drama nite!"

okay, there was a total of 4 classes performing... 1DL 1FG 1HM 1IT...

i was in the chinese drama group, but i think, i am the busiest among every single one performing...let me tell you why...

i was an Emcee actress of 2 scenes.... and you should see me rushing like a mad woman up and down the grand audit.....xp, sorry, not lady-like at all, but the entire situation did not allow me to be at all!!~

everything went on smoothly..but i actually tried to control my laughter during my second scene.. which is totally not acceptable! WTF..how can this happened to me?! This is a complete disgrace! >:O

nvm....to be frank...i have more memories at the backstage than the acting part...which is totally weird... :P i dun understand why either! i was laughing and giggling more at the back...hahah' sounds weird but i find it better! haha....

haiz...i will never forget all the things that have happened since the morning, 8am...

drama nite had ended, it is now in the past,in the history, but, it will live in my heart forever.... ((:

drama nite has given me too much, apart from all the acting tactics and the expression, i gained more than it... all my firends who were there helping me, supporting me, cheering me up, comforting me....more and more...

I LOVE YOU GUYS!~ U GUYS ARE JUST WONDERFULLY AWESOME!!~ <3 :DDD

WILL MISS ALL OF YOU!~ SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!

LETS HAVE MORE MEMORIES NEXT YEAR!~

:))))))))

Sorry>< have not been posting for a few days! Seriously, dun know what to write also....
Anyway, tmr is my drama nite and I am holding one big role, which is the MC, which i am that I am able 2 get the role^~^ heheh;
Tmr is my big day cause I am acting and also holding the performance...so, people, wish me good luck and all the best! Fingers crossed that everything will went smoothly tmr and there will be no major problems!>~<
Oh,btw, I am also have 2 roles in my acting scene and there will be quite rush during that period.... xp
...............(dun know what 2 write).................
._____________.
I think this isy shortest post...gtg now! Bye!
Will wite abt my awesome drama nite tmr! ^0^

Exam results are out. I have improved from SA1.
(:
The results was quite rewarding. That shows that all my hard work did not gone to waste. I am able to promote to sec 2. Everything is over and i have done well too. I have gotten fifth in my class and 66 in my level. All these is way higher than my expections. I was only expecting myself to only get into top 10 and top 50. Sadly,i have only met one of my targets, that is get into top 10,but it is okay as i did not expect to get into top 5...((:
She, well top in our class again...well,can't say anything but can only congratulate her... Need to try harder again next year, cause next year is streaming year and also getting ready for the preparation for o level..ya.. Will be another stressful year again..haiz... Well, currently doing the holiday homework assigned by the school.. So xian~ Dec hols still got homework...crazy!
Well,all in all, was quiet satisfied with my results(:
Continue to keep it up with this standards, and hopefully i can ace my o level and get into the JC i want...((:
Pray hard!((:

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Seriously what is wrong with you?!?! Do you know tat all your actions have drive everyone crazy?! Walao~ seriously,dun you know that everyone also have their level of patience?! Doesn't mean you are the only one having them?! Seriously,feel like giving you two tight slap! Dun forget, you are not the only one living in this world?! Can you stop abusing your rights and authority?! So what out are my mother?! So what you taught us all the rules and moral values?! Did you set a good example and role model for us?! So what if you are in a bad mood?! Does that means you can vent your anger at us, thinking that it is okay?! OMG seriously, what is going on in your mind?! I really can't take it any longer! You told me that i can go whatever i want after exams and you will not atop me, look at what you are doing now! Forcing me to memorise compositions, studying things in sec 2, going for tuition..Wth...i really can't take it any longer! I really wanna burst out and just break down and forget everything! Argh! Now i hate you a lot, do you know that?! Damn it! Now i am on the verge of breaking down! Fuck you! Seriously,please fucked off now before my words get worse!!
>:O :'(
I hate you, sucker bitch!

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I think you are lacking of security and warmth from your frenz and clique which explain your actions this few days... Actually,you do not have to worry so much! We are always there for you and will never neglect or abandon you! Some things we decide not to tell you not because we are hiding from you,but we do not wan you to be mistaken! That is it! We have no intention or motive at all! So, stop letting your imagination run wild! Dun forget,we are your friends, your companions,your clique,your sisters! You can always rely on us! Next time,dun let your mind think too much, we are always there!
This post is dedicated to someone who is so close to us,yet maybe she dun felt security or warmth from us,Haiz...

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Have been a bit dead this few days.. Sorry! Didn't have anything special to post...
Anyway, something happened yesterday and today that near caused my friendship that i have built up for a few months.. It was really interesting... It takes a long time to know you,understand you, hang out with you, get together with you.. But then, it took juz 1 min for all this to break,to end..Haiz...i hate it! It is utterly not fair! Nvm...i had finally resolved it in the end,which is quite relieving... Well,i should not talk abt it here
...as i wanna forget abt it asap! This is really getting annoying.. Anyway, now is no more a secret so i shall juz let it come to the light...if you wanna go around telling people abt it,It is okay..cus this thing has alre end! Now,i think i am getting paranoid...(?) what the hell... Nid 2 stop all this at once...bye...

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Feeling retarded now...WeiXiang is having his concert on 15/11, and he is persuading me and Rachel to go..seriously, i dun not have any music genes in me! Why the shit did i go?! Maybe i won't understand your music later on..
-.-lll nvm..was having a conference call tis morning, and decided to go, but then later,in the afternoon, Rachel said her mother dun let her go! Wth, making me dun wanna go liao...! Actually, i go cause i knw that i am going to hv a companion..so i thought at least i won't be so lonely! But then,now it is like damn stupid! Haiz..
Juz ended another conference cal, still cannot come to a conclusion,will be having another one tonight.. Seriously,i am getting sick and tired of this! Kao...
And because of this retarded thing, mum make full use of it,which give her all the reasons to nag at me! Wtf...damn it! Seriously,hope that i can solve this stupid problem asap,throwing this bloody burden asap! Argh! _l_

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Today can be considered as a crazy day. In the morning,went for some body image talk and was given a set of Dove, then later cross talk performance was quite epic and funny! Hehe..^^
Later,for the very first time, went lunch with them and somemore, it is out of school..had asked me for the very first time since the start of year((:
Went to police station,was given 3 notebooks,covering on clif! So freaking happy and lucky!^0^
Anyway,came home and update my Facebook,only to found out that all my photos and music are gone! Fuck _l_ everything was there yesterday! Moreover, I was listening to music! Wah! Kao..seriously what is wrong with this bloody shit phone! I didn't mistreated you right! How can u deleted all my precious memories! >:( OMG do you knw how long i took to have all of them! Damn it! Now on the verge of tearing! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
Rotten luck did not end yet! I spilt almost one quarter of te detergent and i was needed to clean up! Kao Kao Kao
Wanna die liao! I dun knw go where to find back all my memories! Wtf
Can someone help me? I will truly appreciate your help and will always keep your help towards me in my heart and will never forsake your help anytime if you needed them! I swear!....////:

Think this is my longest post so far...

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U knw wht? Counting this year, it will be my third year.. Time really flies.. Memories are hard to forget.. And it is perfectly true.. Though i have adapted to my new school, new teachers, new friends and new system of schooling.. But i just can't put away all the things you have given me..all the joys, all the laughter, all the virtues but most importantly, all the memories.. They were really unforgettable and each of them was really touching and i truly felt warmth for the first time..you were the first one who did these to me... All of them were just like i think gems to me, so precious, so important,well you can say, they have become part of my life...
I knw you will never get to read this or know this,so that is why i am able to spill it all out...((:
Maybe you have forgotten abt me and you have also regard me as one of your normal Facebook friend,but i will not mind..i will never intend to let you knw abt my feelings towards you.. Every now and then,you will popped into my mind.. Refreshing all memories you have given me,and then i will start giggling again all by myself because of you.. I tried for the upteenth times,telling myself to forget you and concentrate on my studies,but it just gotten worst! Nvm..u have conquered my brain,so just let it be..i will not mind((:
Now all of friends know abt u,u are somehow famous in my class, and i have been hearing your name every now and then..nvm.. Just let them be..someday it will subsided..i always truly believe that...((:
Sec 1 is ending soon,next year i will be one year older once more.. I am not sure when will this end,but i hope i can hide my feelings right at the bottom of my heart..
Thanking for stepping into my life,my heart, my brain..i will always treasure them..
3 years le..can't take it any longer,will just voice it out now..
______ i like you! <3

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-.-lll not in school com lab doing some crap survey for good teachers..done le..and a bit bored,so decide 2 blog..(Y)
well, of course i put strongly agree for Ms Sarah and Ong Lai Wei, which is then of course, since the both of them deserve it..and i put some of the time and never for LanceLim, which is the obivous...(Y), but seriously, i find PE is stupid and there is nth for it to grade,so i was quite random with my choice..seriously,who give a damn?! -.-nvm..this is not important..as i got more important thing 2 say..a bunch of moi human friends actually added him,which is like totally fine with me,since i cannot his life...but then wts,Step talked 2 him,as he also damn open! Wait,what does it got 2 do wif me like seriously?! it does not really bother me! i have not rights 2 interfere! nvm..froget abt him and everything! concentrate on your studies, JIe Ai! He has nth to do wif your life! Wake up, Jie Ai! -.- haiz...so irritated! _l_ gtg to gho now! having a pest here trying 2 find out my blog name,which is totally not possible...heheh;
write again later in the day (if i have sth 2 say...) but for now, buaibuai((:

LOL today I got to see all my subjects SA2 results...I passed all 10 subjects, which that includes geo(Y) which actually is a miracle,which te score of 50...heheh; anyway,all subjects passed can le... dun really expect much :p oh, and I pass the SA2 overall as well! Isn't this awesome?! Ikr... I am damn happy! Hehe...at least I am not so sad an down now(Y) well,have the practice of Chinese drama but was actually slacking the entire day! Paiseh! Heheh; didn't do anything much...so ya...well, thurs is my cooking competition,well the real reason i join was there will be addition of CCA points which come in really handy during O level,so I guess you knw what I am trying 2 say...xp well, we actuality haven't decided on our recipe, but I have alre posted all y research on te wall on Facebook so better dun say I didn't contribute! Thurs is my crazy day,pls wish me well and was able 2 be in the top three,cause the first prize was $50...so I think you know what I am trying to imply on.... :3 well,got 2 go now! I am taking my 5-point test tmr _l_ nid 2 revise le...buaibuai((:

Debrief ended today...all my results are out...well,so far I failed geo-.- and passed the others :D heheh; though I pass everything and mum is not so angry,but I did not did exceptionally well,but it is not far from failing, so I can consider myself lucky....well,I think I shall not relaxed and be contented,cause I knw actually I cn do better...so ya..got to really work hard during hols and study like shit...well,oh and mum was kinda good mold today..maybe I tel her that everything passed so she was not so angry like that day..oh and so far I got 2 A1,which is Chinese, which mum was quite shocked and home enconmics,which 我至少没有对不起自已,Cus when I didn't got even A2 for Chinese in mye,I was quite depressed but eoy I got A1 so ya..quite satisfied and home encs was my favourite subject and my target was to get A1 for home encs and I did it! So...heheh; oh and I got 3 A2,they are chemistry,art and maths and I got 3 Cs which is geo,eng and eng lit-.-wth|..so damn annoying,so during hols nid 2 practise more on this 3 topics...oh and today I have alre receive my hols homework for next year...I dun evn knw if I am to promote to sec 2 and so early gv me hols homework..wts...bleach-.-||| nvm...the book costs $15,xiao! Nvm...I juz knw that this is stupid! Got 2 go now! Nid 2 read my juz borrowed novel!^0^ bye!

Great, Great, Great, How great can this day get...
Today got my results and seriously i can juz commit suicide...it is so fucking bad! I could juz practically crush and dump it away..too bad i can't...Haiz... And can u believe i fail my eng compre and my geo and i can say i juz merely pass my chi compo today! How awesome can this day get?!?! I seriously can juz grab a knife and stabbed myself right in th heart..too bad i can't cus i did not wan to hurt my parents anymore..the results,i could say is worse that any tests or exams i have taken in my life... Seriously,can i juz transfer out and studied in normal academics? I dun tiny winy mind at all! Now i guess i juz regretted my mistakes..Haiz..actually i can't really blame anyone though..it is partially my fault..i actually did not study as hard as first semester and put in the same or more effort..i think i can only blame myself now...now i actually felt remorseful..and can i turn back my time? Mum has said she will cane me if i failed my overall..and she had ground me...so ya..lets juz pray and hope the papers that we are checking on Mon will not disappoint me..i could not afford to suffer any more failures or depression... God,can u pls help me?

Zzzzzzzzzz....today wake up @ 5:30am...wth-.- because of the bloddy passport,and I also forgot my wallet,so it damn stupid anyway...-___- anyway,the bloody commission only opens @ 7:30am...WTS deb seriously why wake up so early_|_ nvm...the photo taking was quite okay and overall was quite smooth-sailing though...hmmm...den went 2 sch and was late half an hour!:O for some crap stupid drama practise..but sadly the teacher juz rant on and on and we only settled on the script which is done befforehand by him and I am given 2 roles..wth-.- both of the roles was kenna sabo by moi frenz...-.-|||| nvm...they also found out who I like and added him as frenz....and can u believe it?!?! He accepte it....WTH...it is damn kao! Den comehome slp like a pig! Too bad I didnt snore!XP heheh; and afternoon go n collect passport, quite pleased with the result,Cus of the photo^^ den when ica,gt the chop thingy...and finally the renewal passport is done!~YAY (Y) tonight nid 2 补眠le...gtg now! I am talking 2 him on fb and dun wan 2 waste any precious sec!^0^ tmr is my debrief,pls seriously pray for me!!><|||

YAYYAYYAYYAYYAY(Y)(Y)(Y)

i got one excellent news!~^O^

you know wht?!

EXAMS IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!~

OMG I AM SO HIGH NOW!!!!!!~

HEHE....paiseh..too high le....:P

anyway, today chem spa was quite okay until the last part when i cannot answer the question-.- then in the end i think i wrong le...-_____- nvm....i got another good news....

ms sarah say that our class, 1HM got the highest score of MCQ for chem exam in the whole sec 1 cohort!!~ hehe..so happy ^^O^^ cus this means that maybe my chem will do well....:P heheh; paiseh,paiseh too high le...Lalala~

oh ya one more thing,mum is so damn fucking kind today!~ she let me watch sunny girl since 2pm, but then she say have to stop le cus scared computer burnt... .____. so ya..nid 2 shut down le..or else i later die le!

anyway,i watch from ep5-ep11,so that is 6episode!~ OMG WOAH!~ hehe..so happy today...

well,conclusion let me count how many good things that is today...well, first, exam is over, second the chem exam result(Y) and third which i am the more happy de,watch sunny girl!~^_^ mum is so awesome today!~ i love you,mummy! XP well,got to go now! tmr is marking day but then still have 2 wake up early in the morning to make passport-.-lll so ya...oh and still hv 2 go sch tmr for drama nite preparation..wth,marking day还不要放过我们....well,tel you the details tmr... gtg! buaibuai!(((:

Lalala~ Today took HCL listening comprehension,acc and music exam...-.- listening was quite easy though...but acc was retarded as most of the question was taken from the revision paper-.-|||| seriously,why did I read the notes like siao yesterday -______- nvm....then took music, seriously will fail le..Cus got 2-3 mistakes liao....\: heheh; anyway tell you a funny thing that happened today in school....it turn out that the PA System was down we can't hear the national athem and school song,so mr Chua ask us to 清唱....-____- everyone was like,huh?! Wth?! U shld see it! So much of commontion and mr Chua was still there kinda making us laugh well so apparently, not many really sing, most of them was giggling and laughing...too bad i was laughing as well:p heheh;p anyway,it was quite epic and so I find it quite hilarious though..after so many months in CCHMS,sth like that happened....heheh; well,got to go and watch my sunny girl le!^0^ wish me good luck for chem spa tmr!(: cheers

well,well,well. how precious! Today was Maths paper 1 and Malay..guess i screwed Malay-.- but, maths paper was quite okay though.../: maybe will pass(: heheh;p today was stupid though.. something happened though..and i dun feel like saying..asshole freak you! bloody ass!~

gtg now! nid 2 study for acc and music for tmr..=.= buaibuai:D

Hehe...quite happy! Got a few A's for my CA2s...well I got history,geography,maths A1 and and a few A2....hehe...:p not bad though...the results for the second half the year....hehe...((:

YAY(Y)^~^ exams has passed for a week and most of the main subjects are also over...feeling a bit relaxed now....xp well,let me give you a report of the exams so far.....:D
English compo-it was quite okay...and I am glad I know what to write....(:
English compre- I think I screwed it >_<|||
Chinese compo- well,not bad...almost didn't finish both paper:p
Chinese main paper-lala~ it was damn quite okay...and I finish the paper with 5min left on the clock.....XD
Chemistry-it was exceptionally awesome!!~^<^
Geography-think I screwed it too...haiz...>~<|||
History- well,surprisingly everything I studied came out!!!^.^
Biology- well screw a bit and did well a bit...dun knw how leh.....
Literature- well,was quite retarded though....xp
Maths paper 2- well,got 1 question wrong liao....but nvm,overall,I felt so happy!!~^,^
Malay LC- stupid paper-.-

Ta-da!~ My report!~((:

Next week is my days of hell..so I will not be updating....sorry! Dun worry,I swear I will do it more often as possible after eoy..mark my word! (:

Halo~ quite a few days didn't update blog le...sorry! Cus nid 2 study for eoy and also actually nothing to write...hehe...paiseh>< hahah; oh,quickly,let me tell you wht I wanna say....today is my last day of school:( and next week is my days of hell!:O argh! I haven't finish revising yet...:p heheh; ya...and this week really make me quite sad....): cus all teachers like saying farewell to us...wts....:x make me feel like I will not get 2 see them le...anyway,today is my las lesson for chi,maths,eng,geo...ya...I guess it will be another sad day le...damn it! I am not looking forward! I dun knw I will cry....cus it is like there is somehow a relationship form between the teachers and students...now say wan leave,it is like damn 伤感...bleach...cannot not write liao..... Seriously on the verge of tearing now...wth....-.-

School life is weird now...i am actually somehow not used to it any longer...time flies,people change...before the June hols,i was still quite okay..but now,everything seemed to be in a mess...i somehow could feel the stress upon me..i dun understand why..i thinking i am falling anytime but seriously trying 2 hard to remain stable...i dun know..i dun think i am able 2 control myself anymore...i am losing my balance and everything seemed 2 be turning against me...gosh! I nid some help and the strength to remain firm on my ground..can someone help me?

Gosh! I thinking i am killing myself...the art is driving me crazy! I only finish the parrot and the branch and i still got one big background!T^T T~T die liao!~ mum say must finish the whole collage!~:'( Fuck gonna die liao~ gtg now! Or else cannot finish le...Haiz...

Fuck you! Stop stepping across the line. Doesn't i am being good to you,den you can cross the line and do whatever you want! Who do you think you are? A princess,queen,lady boss or just a pig that will stuff herself all she want?! Stop acting like you are the innocent one and that everyone is in the wrong!:\ u are juz a pig who only stuff herself with food and yet do not how 2 do her work. Because u dun not know me well,but i can even curse if u seriously pissed me off..but too bad,this time,you are too much,so this is my curse to you,i hope you fail your English,got the last in our class and was send out of this school! If u were out,i make sure there will be a celebration!!:O maybe you think you are not in the wrong and dun seemed know your mistake,then let tell you what is your mistake, you are arrogant,busy-body,an fat-ass,irritant,thick-skin, annoyance,a bitch,and many more which is countless..dun said that i am very pitiful,but because of your repeated actions had greatly pissed me,so dun blame me,dun forget this is my blog,my property! If u ever read it,pls seriously reflect and i hope one day i will see your difference..(which i think is totally not possible)...

I am feeling a bit bored now..tmr got chemistry test and timed practice..dun really dun have the mood or studying but feel like slacking around first before start revising...all of them are nicer to me now,they are willing to talk to me and ask me things that they are planning..sitting wif her is really good! She boost up my friends and i am having mote fun in school now..(: i do not feel so awkward now(: and today was really comforting..stephanie and the others stood by me and told me to go and speak to a bitch. Actually, i dun feel like going and confront her,but they dragged me and speak to her..i was really feeling the friends' warmth..i was so touched..cus i can feel myself crying a bit now,but trying to stop te tears from flowing..friends are forever..and i treasure all the moments now..i dun knw when will this last..but i will forget the past,treasure the present and looking forward to the future. Thank you for adding colours to my life once more.. Love all of you...(:

Life as a sec sch student is getting better as the days goes by.. I can see the rainbow coming out and more fun and laughter could be heard from me. I am back to who am i, the funny and always cheerful one(: i think friends are really awesome..just by changing your attitude and they will realised it(: i am starting to enjoying school now..i think i am back to who i am le..(: always ready to help and laugh or even cheer u up...(: thanks everyone! My sec one life is gonna have a beautiful ending...(: love ya all!^^

A bitch is always a bitch. No matters what happened,she will somehow find a way and annoyed you. It can be any type,be it physical,mental or even social,she will just know to way to it. I dun know what wrong is with the school. Why projects wanna even exist in the world?! The meaning of project is annoyance and irritant and that is it! I can't see te whole point why is there a need for projects?! Projects are sucking! Argh! :O

Dun understand why this few days love to blog..it is like everyday must blog 1-2 times. This is not right since exam is around the corner /: actually, i am not supposed to go online or even the internet, but i just went YouTube and later going Facebook...bleach...\: this should not be the way...i should studying my chemistry notes and assessment and stuffing them into my brain...not blogging or Facebooking or whatever crap..got to go now before i get worse..bye~

Dear Jie Ai,

I knw you are gonna have your eoy soon but u dun feel revising...i understand yr feelings but u look back all the hardwork that u put in your worksheets,projects abduction even bloody e-learning, u will also do it! This show that u r actually thought a lot for yr studies right? So always remember this is your final lap before u look forward to Dec hols when u can enjoy yourself every single day and dump all your books away! Remb your hardwork just before mye,because all your efforts, you got 7 in the class! Isn't this truly amazing! So Jie Ai,dun forget what is your goal, i will not write it here.. And always remember there is an iphone 4 waiting for u at the finishing line! So Jie Ai,never ever let this happen to you! Clear?! I hope u will heed my advice!~ all the best and jiayou!~(:

From your owner,
Jie Ai

Hehe..yesterday finally started my revision :p lol-.- but too bad,i practically juz fell asleep...and i woke up this morning @ 6:23am. Can u believe it?! Thanks to the everyday morning routine..but too bad i went back to bed..Hehe..:p i actually thought of waking up but too bad the bed temptation was stronger and fell asleep again -.- Haha..den finally wake up,time was 12:32pm Haha..so hilarious!~xp oh well,gonna continue with my bio revision..gtg bye!~

Halo~ Long time didn't blog le..Hehe..xp not really have much time now since eoy coming le...-.- actually,i started having a diary le..Hehe...me,a hyper will actually keep diary! This is crazy right! So i will now kinda 'blo' on my diary since i cannot use com..-.-
anyway,yesterday was my eoy Chinese Oral,tester was lance Lim..i choose myself de..xp Hehe he was quite nice and he told me that I did quite well..Hehe^~^ i was damn happy lorh! Somemore,today i did damn effing well for my geo test leh! Hehe..^<^ oh no,got to gprs and start revising my science,this period i will not really blog,so please try to understand....dun worry,i swear after eoy,i will try to blog as often as possible! So..bye for now! Wish me good luck for eoy....^^~

Today was the election of president...Dr Tony Tan won and he is now the new Singapore president..actually, it does not really bother much cause i am not even eligible to vote..=.= but i am happy cus Singapore has a president that is not new to the things inside the politics..well ya...many people voted him though...i heard lah! >< anyway, congrats Singapore!!~ ^>^

Today was quite a cool day at school. I needed to act during assembly so i leave class early for it..hehe...xp and we had so-called the last minute rehearsal..but it was only half done, cause the audience came so early...=.= but it was quite a success!~ Everyone LOVE it and were laughing as well!~ This means we have succeeded! hehe..^^ Ohya, my character was a nurse that needs to kinda scold and humiliate the main character and when i finished my role, everyone was laughing which means that my act was successful!~ :D And also for the very first time, I found the show funny and i was laughing non-stop! It was really the right choice to join the Chinese reading club! And it was also right to go for every practice! Everything paid off! ^^ I am over the moon now! Each and every actions and the words now etched deeply in mind now!~ I will never forget this reading club. It really brought my joy to me and i have also learnt a lot new stuffs and also not forgetting that the new bunch of friends that I have made. 读书会，我们明年见！:DDD

P.S. I met Rachel today when going home!! It was just too awesome! \^0^/ Hope we can meet again some day soon! :)

Yesterday, I went to East Coast Park during the evening and it was crowded. I went there cycling and jogging. It was quite fun and interesting as i met a lot of people and also ran into some people as well..:p Anyway, my point was, after the exercise, I suddenly felt engernetic and no more lethargic at all! ^^ I was able to last until 12am, cause it is not very possible for a non-althele like me...=,= and the best part was..when i was running, i did not stop at all and after running, i felt even more energy and could even cycle somemore! ^^ So, exercise are really awesome! They not only makes you more awake, but also help you to perspire and enjoy how sports or exercise could be fun! Now, I LOVE EXERCISE!!!~ hehe... ^<^

Yesterday, i did some spring cleaning around my house and i was exhausted to the manxcs! XD but it was quite a accomplishment! The house was cleaner and i can't believe i did so many things! hehe..anyway, i swept the floor, clean the window, wipe the wardrobe and bookshelf and my table amd my bed and most importantly, i wash my clothes and the toilet! sounds a bit wrong and hard work but it was all true! i really did a lot of things! and, at night, while watching 美乐加油, i iron the clothes again! so, yesterday, i broke my record! hehe...i also complete all my homework! so, you can say that yesterday, i not only accomplish a lot of tasks but i have also enjoy the fruit. As the saying goes,' The fruit taste the best if you toil hard for it' i really have a taste of it! hehe...^.^

Last Friday guides was awesome!~ For the very first time, i enjoy guides to the end!~ ^^ i did not hate the the drilling nor anything! i enjoy every activity! hehe...i think the thought was changing CCA is not going to disappear from my mind! I am now in love with guides! Guides are now juz too fun and awesome, just like what the seniors had said! :P i am now continue to love guides and be a awesome guide to know that i am the big part of the guides sisters family! ^^

I finally complete all my tasks and assignments!~ woo-hoo! hehe..^.^ anyway, i want to say that i think actually sec school are quite awesome in some or another way....sometimes, good luck are with you while sometimes they are not..juz always remb that we cannot be selfish and always wish for only good lucks..it is not fair to those who is feeling down or having bad luck now..so..this world is fair. Everyone will got their chance of both good and bad luck,so that we can all learn from experiences and joy..hehe..sounds wrong!~ but idc..:P anyway,i am having some bad luck before that, but now the goddess of luck with me..hmm..must cherish her for this time being..hehe..got to go now!~ write soon!~ cya!~ ^>^

Today was a success!~ I had my interview today and i think i have seriously apply my critical thinking and all the knowledge i have learnt in school or tuition centre. The words, the phrases, the ideas..everything! It seemed that i have applied everything!~ Woo-hoo! hehe..anyway, today interview, i did not screwed it up..and i think i have tried to answer every question well..so maybe i guess..i have done well..so..no matter what is the results now, i am not going to have any queries or doubts or other stuffs about it..cause i know deep down, i have done my very best and that....i am always a leader no matter where i am!(:

P.S. i met Huiyi Jiejie today in school! She was wearing the graduation gown and taking photos..i guess it is for memory purpose! I lend a helping hand to them and i even get the chance to wear her square hand aka 方帽子..hehe..(\^0^/) it was quite a nice feeling though...:p

OMG I cant believe it!~ i am selected for student Councillor!~ i am so shocked and happy!~ It is like a dream come true though..but i am not sure was my self recommendation successful or was it i was nominated by my teachers..? anyway, it doesn't really matter anyway..cus i feel like i am in heaven...hehe..tell you a little secret...before that, i was a bit unsure if i am ready and really wanna be a Councillor as the briefing today seriously doubt my will and perseverance now..but now! i am ever ready to tell you! I WANNA BE A STUDENT COUNCILLOR!!!!!!! hehe..think i am mad!~ but i dun care! cus i am just too awesome!~ hehe..anyway..going interview tomorrow..so....

****WISH ME LUCK~******

P.S.i hope i will not screwed up my interview tomorrow and passed it with flying colours!~ ^>^

Today is the eve of national day..so all the schools in Singapore ends school quite early..and we have 2 holidays coming up tomorrow...it was quite a long weekend but i managed to complete almost all my physical and urgent homework..so i am now finishing my guides project before the due date..so well..actually, before that, i was quite tired and sleepy but after i took a bathe, everything seems so fresh now and i am able to update my blog..hehe...got to go and rush my project now! write soon!~

btw,before i forget...

***HAPPY NATIONAL DAY*** :DDD

Today is my school ever first walkathon...we had to walk 5km..everyone was so tired that no one wanna talk when we were on our way back...and for the first time, i felt water taste so wonderful! :P hehe..on the way, i met many fellow guides and teachers were everywhere along the journey..actually, come to think of it..it was actually not so bad after all..it is a lot better than what i had thought of..the sun was not really that annoying and we were quite enjoying ourselves cause there was jokes and laughter on the way..wel..maybe if u wan me to rate upon 10..well,i will give approximately 8-9..well,cool right? i think so too..hehe...:P

Tmr is my birthday but i dun seemed to be excited at all...1 week before that,if mum didn't told me..i seriously i will forget....:P i think i am getting irresponsible..:X well,my frenz say that they will help me celebrate so i am quite excited..and counting down to Monday...LOL..haha...:D Wishing my a early.....

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY" :D

i seriously think that my STM is getting worse...10 seconds i remembered something, then the next 1 second,i will be asking myself what did i wan 10sec ago...LOL

i knw the reason can be due to my lack of sleep,but although how hard i tried...i dun really get to sleep...i will juz get more awake and will think of crazy stuffs...LOL i also dun knw wht 2 do leh...any suggestions for able to sleep in the night?

Wanting to do something extraordinary everyday....wanna be someone awesome everyday..trying to imagine one at the highest peak of my life...being just what i want..doing only wht i like or feel like doing.....just trying to be different every single day...everything is going just the way i wanted....no stress..no worries...no doubts...no troubles...just a happy & joyful everyday.....is it possible?

i dun knw is it puberty or wht lah...seriously i find that i am getting emo this few days over some stupid trival stuffs...like example too much homeworks :X LOL, friendships/relationship problems....maybe this are juz some minor and stupid problem for the life journey..maybe we having seeing tis problem into something so major...or something else related...though i received many comforts and warmth from some of my really understanding frenz..i still cannot pull myself up....i wan 2 shout out loud, turning all my sorrows and sadness into a big loud booming sounds that echos into the air..immediately, i guaranteed u, i will like everything is out of my body, and i feel so relaxed....maybe i am juz being tooo sensitive over it..well, i did try to close one eye and open one eye but they dun seems 2 go away...and i hate myself for this stupid and annoying and irriating reason, i get very jelous very easily...i tried 2 push this idiot feeling of mine off but it dun seems to work....i knw in the life journey, many obstacles are helping you to become stronger and tougher so that you r able 2 withstand in the crucial society....well...i guess...i can only let time changes everything...i dun knw how long will it last...but i am ever ready to fight with u, obstacles!

Nowadays..facebook is getting hotter day by day...every status/photo/video/link u post, it will invite many comments, some maybe u will like it but some u dun...everything is unpredictable.. especiasly on facebook, u will not knw that sometimes maybe juz a simple remarks of yours could turn into a matter of life and death (i only say SOMETIMES)...so wht i am trying to say is..dun post too much of yr own probs too much...sometimes it will hurt more...

Homework,homework and homework..everyday the same thing..so xian~

i have bio wkst, eng-lit, geo, maths, chinese, eng, home encons, art....so many undone!~ i am going 2 die really soon! P.S. i di nt count in my assessments!

i dun knw wht 2 do now....my brain somehow is going rounds and rounds now...den i cannot think anything..i am really scared wht will happened 2 me one day!~ i juz knw i am having headache now! why is sec sch life like tat?!?!

is it really the right choice 2 cm chung cheng?.......haiz...:'(

Today is 9 July..i should be studying yet i am doing this...it seems that nowadays i dun feel like studying anymore...i got 3 tests on Mon,and yet i haven't touch a single thing on any of them! i also hv more than 5 hmwk to be completed and yet none is done...haiz...dun knw when wil tis end..if tis continues...i am seriously not going 2 get my iphone....can sb pls guide or lead me the way to have the attitude and mood to study....pls?

1st post since like dun knw when :p

Yo peeps! from today onwards i will be soooooooooooooo active on blog like nvr b4!!~ LOL ok wht shld write now? ohya!

im not @ JIAWEI house doing project but we are....................SLACKING......XP sounds wrong,but i dun care! XD

haiz.....time flies,can't remb when was te las time i was on blog.....pathetic! nvm.....cus i am repaying wht im doing now! (gv me 2 awesome clap! :P)

tonight i wil write again!cya! (cus tonight u wil see a different LIM JIE AI BLOG,im sure of it!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDD)