Thursday, May 17, 2012

Heheheheh; had a real cool operation today :3 was supposed to rescue the people in earthquake Ayuda and also learn some science survival skills; LOL
started the science fest w/ physics aka falling egg. The egg must be thrown down from third floor and ensure that it is fully intacted, not even a scratch should be left on it. It must be fully perfect, like how it was when it was given to us. So, it is quite hard huh? My group which consists of me, LiMin, Jacq and CassKhoo were kinda like do what to make so we a bit blur but in th end, still came up w/ something but sadly, the egg still had a crack ): #sian but nvm, it is the learning experience, isn't it? (: Rating: 5/10
After that, we had biology aka DNA FingerPrinting. Was supposed to make some idk(?) liquids come out in order to trace the fingerprints out and finally identify the bodies. The process of coming out w/ the liquid was kinda cool and finally Jacq and Cass went to find the DNA and we finally accomplished the task! #yay :D Rating: 7/10
And lastly, it my favourite station of all. (: it is the place when we get to try out many different chemicals! (Y) hehehh; we have to try to get pure water fro the lake water in our school-,- and later, w/ different chemical, we get to see the different flame that it would create when the chemicals react w/ the flame. Damn cool! :D cause the color is damn nice! (^~^) hehehh; and finally, the last task which was chromatography! The colored ink that was dapped on the chalk ad when it spread, omg; I totally love it!! \^+^/ hehehh; it is real exciting :P Rating: 11/10 :D and lastly, the prize presentation and our class is the last third .__. Though sad but at least it the learning experience(: and it the end of the sec 2 science fest 2012. (:

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Learning Journey today ---- Historical Tour of Bukit Chandu Museum and Labrador Park   
Was a trip filled w/ both happy, sad, boring, retarded and disturbing stuffs; but overall; i must say; many things were taught and i enjoyed myself a lot. (: 
went to the park first and realised i was not there the first time and finally, being able to see all the weapons and coastal defences that were being taught and tested in school. Mr Tan also did explanations really well though of his accent that he used :P heheheh; and btw, there were some senior guides that were our tour guide that day and i must say, i was bored at first but at the end, we had become friends and they were real cool cause they really know their facts well and they were able to answer all our questions. So, i must say, you guys are pro *clap clap* (Y) btw, mine were the blue ones (what they called themselves) and the names are JiaYi and Abigail #yay :D heheheh; 
After the park ,we went to the museum and i swear the museum was awesome! :3 and though the video was somewhat creepy; cause of the atmosphere that it created and maybe the sounds/voices but all in all, it was cool and Jacqueline also grabbed me cause she was scared. We held hands throughout the entire thingy and i was glad i was able to give someone i know a support and comfort (: #YAYME :D After the show, we went around the museum and the senior give us real explanations and descriptions of WW1 and i am not trying to against anyone but seriously i feel that, because of all the evil things that were done onto the others, the descendants of Japan are paying their debts for the ancestors. That explain the earthquake, tsunami and nuclear blast that happened one after another, causing many deaths. I guess, you reap what you sow and karma will take place when you committed wrongdoings, huh? anyway, learnt a lot abt the Malay Regiment during the war and me shall quote a phrase that was in the video; "because of them fighting gallantly and fearless during the war, we are able to enjoy the peace that we have now" Later, we had to look around on the bottom floor and finally, it was time to return school! :D #YAY and after another half an hour of waitng and went for some dumb art appreciation which i had not been listening from the start to the end. hehehehe; xP and finally, home sweet home! ^~^ heheheh; blog post end here now (: Tmr will be an operation. I hope that i am able to update; till then; Ppyong!~ xD

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

I hate myself right now. I deserve it. I am no one to blame. I have nothing to say. It is all my own fault. Debrief sucks but i suck even more. I am a real disappointment. I can't do anything more. What is done is done. No way i can turn back time and change history. I can only wish for the best. I can only pray hard but i think it is pointless as well. No more looking back. It doesn't help. It will only make matters worse. I am at loss of my own route now. I have no idea which way to take now. I am lost. I wanna escape front this route but i don't think i can do it. Every path seemed so blur. I have no more choice. They are no more in my hand. I can only summoned up myself and face the music. And accept the fact and be ready what whatever lies ahead of me now. Each step looks real creeping. But i still need to put one foot after another and walked towards the final destination which awaits ny arrival. The road might be filled with disasters but i left with nothing. Just me all alone. I really have no idea what to do and totally speechless right now. But what can i say?


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Sunday, May 13, 2012

Was marking day yesterday and i should say, it was one awesome day! :D (Y) heheheh; though maybe it will not kinda like productive, but to me, it was really fun and i wanna forever remembered this day; \^~^/ 
heheheh; actually, i was supposed to be sleeping early cause i was real tired, then mum started watching Forensics Heroes 3 ; which was the show i wanted to watch since last year, everyone was like; 'omg, it is the best i have so far! :O' so, i finally could watched, but mum had alre watched until l ep15 -,- i have no choice but to continue watched, but i was lucky enough, cause i started watching not long ago, they had a new case! (Y) #yayme :P hahah; we watched til 4+; mum said was late, so we off it and went to dreamland (: 
The next day, i woke up @ 1pm sharp and after lunch, i immediately grabbed my phone and went fangirl-ing K-POP; Boyfriend. :D *seriously, this is so not me and i use to dislike K-POP=,= #FML* 
I finally finished watching their variety show; Boyfriend W Academy; which was not only fun(i laughed since the first ep to the last ep.)but you could really see a totally different side of each member; the mature one, the smart-alex, the joker, the cute-cute one ~>*^0^*<~ and of course, the look of perseverance, teamwork and the mindset of really going forward towards their goal; in 2012, Becoming a World Star. Quoting a chinese phrase; 他们最真诚的一面 (: 
I really like them not only just purely of their songs and looks, but really, they doing their best and only giving us the best of the best in whatever they do. They are always putting their 200% heart and soul into completing it; though they are grumbles, but in the end, they will show you who they really are. So, i am saying, they are more than what we have seen their through TV. I really, from the bottom of my heart; giving them my utmost support and encouragement, as a simple fans (: 
P/S above all are just my personal opinions, i have no any ulterior motive, so anyone read please don't be mistaken. Also, not doing any promotional; Tyvm
Below is a short passage from the youtube; i really love what was written; (: 
Boyfriend为韩国Starship Entertainment于2011年推出的6人男子组合,于5月26日携带同名单曲《Boyfriend》通过M!Countdown正式出道。一出道便获得了极高的­­人气,深受大家喜爱。6个拥有各自不同魅力的大男孩:金东炫、沈贤星、李政敏、赵英敏、赵光敏、 卢珉宇他们怀揣着梦想,在舞台上挥洒汗水,绽放光彩。
2012年Boyfriend即将展开海外活动,针对海外活动进行的各种训练而拍摄的《Boyfriend's W士官学校》将会给大家带来不一样的Boyfriend,各种萌点笑点一应俱全,也让大家看了非常努力的他们。

and also found out that one of the mission that they need to complete was to coming to SG and have a fan-meeting w/ the SG fans, as i was only obsesses abt them a few days ago before MYE so i was unable to attend the fan-meeting ): *aiya, even i am a fans alre, i also cannot go de lah! )":* but thanks to the power of Internet and youtube, i was able to sit at my desk and watched every single part of it, not missing anything. (: *though it is really one great big difference, but better than nothing,right? (: Looking at the bright side, you are able to get to watch the fan-meeting without squeezing w/ anyone, right? So, don't be sad anymore, kay girl? (: giving them more moral support and stalk more of them on Twitter and Facebook and i'm sure, you will be also to contribute a bit more (:*-self-comfort; paiseh so i was damn high yesterday and finally do some decent stuff like doing housework and tidying up my place etc and not forgetting FH3; #yay; heheheh; and at night, i was watching Boyfriend and FH3 until 3+ again; heheheh; and so, it is sat and woke up 11+ and got ready to go T1 to see off my relatives cause they are going hols. And i was back, staring at the TV once again and finally finish watching FH3; (Y) hahahah; after watching, i can't believe it was alre 9+ so i had my dinner; i mean supper and bathed(: and watched Boyfriend Self-Camera again and was laughing like mad again xP heheheh; 
oh; and btw, bought it 2 weeks ago and hang it on my bag; really really really loving it a lot; <3 //was even looking at it before oral to calm my nerve even and omg, the eyes just somehow electrify me and i was really calm ; paiseh; sounds too fake alre, but it was true! :O me not lying at all!!//
hehehe; shall end here now(: i really need to do my DNT liao; buaibuai(: Gomawo; ppyong~ :D

Thursday, May 10, 2012

3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS FOR THE END OF MYE;

HIP HIP; HOORAY;

HIP HIP; HOORAY;

HIP HIP; HOORAY; 

:D (^~^) \^0^/

hahahahaha; sorry, a bit high now xD cause mye is finish and i am enjoying every min of my life before debrief >:) heheh; paiseh; 
shall share a bit abt my paper after hist first; it was a breeze and it was quite smooth cause i literally wrote down everything i remembered for SEQ, but after answers w/ Nelyn, i think i will get as well as i hope.__. but nvm, i think still can get a B, xP and one thing truly to celebrate was i did not study much abt chapter 2 but did some brief read and too think i knew wht to write for SEQ, so i was really super shocked and happy as i will not lose but maybe will help me to gain mark for that area (Y) #ilovemyself :D hahahah; and luckily, i know wht to write for SBQ, so one more accomplishment *clap clap clap* heheheh; and so after history, it was maths paper 1 and chinese  CL, chinese CL was really a joke cause the passage that were given was really damn fun and i had fun during it! XD *is it a good symptom? xP* hahahahahahahahahah; and later was maths paper, and sad to say, it was damn shitty and the performance was worse than paper 2, i think i am mad-,- should be paper 1 easy, and 2 hard, but i am totally opposite. .___. is it normal? i don't  think so sia-.- but i can't be bothered anymore, as long as i know my paper 2 is full of hope, i don't give a damn abt paper 1 le, 40 marks only, not like i will fail for maths right? =,= and finally, it is english oral and malay paper 2 and 3. Oral will a bit dumb, cause i was stumbling quite a lot and my vocab was also shit but i can't believe it, i had fun xD hahahah; the teacher was, idk(?) a new teacher, she was listening to me talk the whole time. heheheh; and i think i took a peek and i think i got 9 for reading :O hahah; i hope i did not see wrongly; xP heheheh; and for malay, i thought i could not do the written paper and i am gonna have a hard time racing w/ the god damn time, but surprisingly, i still got time to sleep (-.-*) and i no need to have my eyes rove around, hahah; and i am proud of my performance during it; (: and later, we had MLC @ 3 when it was supposed to be @ 3:30pm, cause we wanted it to end and finish and get over w/ it asap, again, it was really smooth-sailing and i must say, the cher got prob w/ com, the voice was loud and sharp at the start of the video, but at the back, you can't even hear anything .__. what is this man? #joke but nvm, it is now history, but i will just forgo it. (Y) #yayme; and so, i hereby commerce the start of the closing ceremony of MYE 2012; hahaha; 
Tmr is marking day, so another slacking day for me (Y) #awesome heheheh; mon will be my debrief, i will pray hard that not only i will every subject, but also no C at all; >.< especially eng; haish; i will pray really really really hard; *finger crossed* /so still not cannot make plans for Jun hols; TT^TT nvm; (: i will pass the test de! #jiayou
buaibuai for now.(: i will post abt my results(:
#examended :D

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA
being kind of high now cause MYE is ending soon (Y) YAY MAN! finally, a release from all the books and facts. :D heheheh; it will be history paper on today, and Maths Paper 1 and HCL LC tmr and finallly, Eng oral and Malay Paper 2&3. YAYMAN(Y) i am so looking forward to wed, cause it marks the end os my sec 2 Sa1 life! woohoo; hahahah;
shall share abt my paper last week; 
after lit paper on Mon, it was a public holiday, and let me say this, it was damn unproductive -__- i totally wasted one precious day just like that and i was damn pissed w/ myself, and i only did a few maths problem sums and head to bed; #FML but i must say, the next day, maths was like a breeze to me and i was able to do all questions, (though there were some questions which i 'huh' at them during the first time; hahahah; xD) YAY(Y) *maybe got luck can get an A xP* heheheh; 
and it was Geo and Bio the next day, and i swear i totally hate the teacher who put this 2 mad subject together; it was damn crappy and i even make a cup of tea for myself in order not to fall asleep. In the end, i studied till 4:30am but only sleep at nearly 6. WHAT IS THIS?! :O i was damn happy when i finished the stupid stuffs but the moment i lie on my bed, i have no idea why the facts started coming to me, and i was like rolling on my bed and the facts just rove around in my brain -______-lll seriously, damn annoying sia! .0. but in the end. i FINALLY could fall asleep; phew! During the paper, it was okay, but most of the stupid things i memorise didn't came out, instead they ask about the stupid water bottle, the heart-lung oxygenator and ask us to link to the stuff that we had learn; omg, what is so freaking wrong w/ the setter of the paper?! .____.lll are you trying to kill us all out? The stuffs that our teacher ask her to study didn't came out, but they ask things that are not related us yet; ARGH; but luckily, i was still be able to do them; #praiseme; hahahahahah; and i was the physics paper next; omg, my worse enemy ever, they are like already my enemy from the moment i was born, they hated me a lot and they are like forever out there killing me, making me fail. WTS; and i have a bad feeling abt the paper, i think i am really gonna fail, gosh! damn scared now! :O *P/S i am that lucky enough, getting the score of 50/100, i will be jumping and thanking God for all the mercy, i am serious! cause passing is alre one difficult task for me when it comes to physics.* 
And so, came to weekend, and i wasted one day when i went shopping w/ my parents; hahahahah; xD btw, talking abt it, shall tell you one more thing which i am damn pissed off abt. On sat, i went to the blogshop and ask abt my bag, you know that i have ordered, the owner of the blogshop told me that it was taken down and so she just  索性 didn't ordered for the customers, including me without even letting us know! God damn, what is this?! >:O too think i was damn excited and really anticipating a lot. i even got a lecture for it, feel that 'awesome' .0. seriously damn pissed, i felt cheated, really cheated and i swear i am not gonna buy anymore things through the internet, mum also said this is your first and last time doing this; zzzz.... -___- now thinking of it makes me damn xian now; #FML 
and again, i mug history for 2 days and now i am gonna take the paper like idk, in an hour or two, so wish me luck and all the best later on; i am fearing for it now. 
#jiayou/allthebest/goodluck
*fingers crossed* >.<

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Happy Labour Day! :D
heheh; let me start the post w/ this greeting(those i doubt there is any link between the both of us XD) anyway,it had been  2 weeks since my last post; paiseh; it was the MYE and it was very important so i neglect the blog a bit; duibuqi >.< anyway; 言归正传. Today is the public holiday and so far; the language and 1 humanities paper is cleared *clap clap* i am quite pleased w/ my performance, except for the eng and chi paper 1; eng; i am able to see that i will be receiving a F while paper 1 have not much hope as i was able to sleep for half an hour -.- WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THIS?!?! I CAN NEVER COMPLETE COMPO WITHIN 2 HOURS BEFORE; THIS IS CRAZY .0. Whatever it is now, it is now over and i am just gonna forget abt it until debrief; hahah; lit today was super smooth, everything i read somewhat came out and i totally made use of all the time. i was still madly writing when i was like left w/ idk; 2mins(?) btw, whoever is gonna mark my paper, please forgo your 'strictness' and really try to read my 'awesome' handwriting; cause it was so 'cao' that some words, i also need quite some time to make it out; hahah;  xD whatever it is, i will pray hard for it. *nod nod* (: 
Kayyy; tmr will be maths paper 2; apparently there is nothing for me to study but just practice and practice and practice. so; yupyup :3 heheheh; but the day after maths paper will be horrifying and crazy and just one word; MAD *angry troll face* .O. cause it shall be both bio and geo all together; which both require mad memory work and especially geo, there is more application questions now; so DEAD; and somemore, i tried doing questions in my assessment, but i know; the questions will be like way up high in the sky while mine are like; idk tinneh winneh beans (?) not much use. but, better than nothing. 
So since today is an excellent day for me to study, i shan't not waste but make it super duper meaningful and productive. My goal; not only to like really do all the revision paper given, but also try out all the questions in my assessment, and maybe; start on dolphin; XP btw, my 'awesome' dolphin is damn new and i have not open and do anything yet. I can still take it back to popular and ask for refund; cause it is really freaking new! XD hahahah; me damn joke sia; :P hahahahah;  and also maybe read some bio and do pracitce questions and make some notes; of course. Then, i will be super proud of myself (Y) heheheh;
Shall end here now; there is tuition tmr. So needa to sleep early; so nights everyone! :D may the dreams be sweet and beautiful for each and everyone of u! *O* :D buaibuai (: